Does guys have mood swings?

Recently nothing is going right for me. Whether its at home, with friends, girlfriend, I would feel I am getting some kind of "treatment". I dun usually show my feelings but I am really stressed on the inside. It seems nobody can read my mind until they read my blog and asked me about it. I guess I should thank the person who invented blog.

So my point is, does the privilege(wrong spelling?) of mood swings only belong exclusively to gals? The hell no. I strongly believe guys have mood swings too BUT WTHOUT that red thingy.

Back to topic... sometime I just hope I can shut myself in my room and sleep. But when I cant sleep, I find things to do...Like what I am doing now---writing a blog entry. Oh shucks...now is th period of hungry ghost... the gates opened and they are free to roam about. There's a catch for this year hungry ghost festival... I heard the gates is opened longer than usual. Does that increase anybody's chance of seeing something paranormal? I am born in August.... July if you consider the lunar calender...dear told me I am have bad luck for as long the gates are still open as my birthday may clashed with them.

sian sian sian

Come on...brothers of the other side.... show me what you got...just bring it... I am not scare. Oh well, I might be scare if i do see you...lol....

The Day I Lost It

I was totally furious today. Someone in my family made me explode. I had calmed down alot these few years but once awhile I am not able to control my temper when that someonedid things that made me see red.

ZJ would not want such a violent bf. Which gal would? But I hope dear can understand whatis going through my mind that made me do what I did. I believe anyone who lived in my homefor the past 20 years wound have "exploded" the way I did...

In the past when I fight, I will feel a sense of regret, I would even cry in my room afterthat. Things changed now, I no longer feel any hinge of remorse. I even feel I am right todo that; which is to resort to violence.

No one, absolutely no one will want to hit their family member. I had to do it. I cant think of a better solution. My fingers is shaking as I typed, what does that stand for?
Hungry now....cant think....

Who would'nt want to be perfect? Captain Jack Sparrow

Met up with my dear for a movie session. We watched Pirates of the Carribean at Causewat Pt. Cinema 1 F20,F21.

This movie is about many things which I dont want to elaborate too much because many things happened in it and there is going to a continue to it. I think it will be ready next year. It was nice to watch. I also noted theres a Banquet just outside the ticket booth which to me, look comparable to Lido.

Dear, we talked about self-evaluation at MOS Burger and I know I am not perfect in your eyes. Dear, everyone wants to be perfect right. Perfect in everything. But this world is real, nobody is perfect. Dear, I can only try to be as perfect as I can possibly go. I really wan to be perfect in your eyes as you are the dearest person to me. I promised you I will try my best to be better in every aspect.

Dear, if you have something bothering you, you must tell me ok? I will be there for you.

Family Gathering, Am I Kinda Extra? Ha

Today ZJ invited me over for their family gathering. Apparently it was their first gathering since ZJ's second sister got married. Today they came back to have dinner. But before I go on, I am glad ZJ's able to returned to normal mode after what happened yesterday. It was very very very unusual to see you like that dear...

Okay back to the dinner part. Wow... the food was very nice~ Got cheese with wine for dipping whatever you like on the table. There's prawns, french bread, tomato and many more. ZJ prepared a Vietnam style noodle for me, we shared it together. Nice nice nicey~

After that we watched TV in the living room. Pirates of the Caribean... peeps, i know i spelled wrongly. But who cares. haha...

Saw ZJ at the window when I was waiting for a cab! So funny dear....miss me so fast ah...haha..miss u too now lor...you got flu must take care ah....

Woot, tonight will be staying up to watch world cup final between Italy and France~ Finally the moment has come~ I hope France will win this match as I believe Zinedine Zidane truely deserve a good farewell to football. His standard is right up there with Pele and Maradona. He is a living legend~

Superman Returns

On Sunday, ZJ and I went to causeway to catch a movie. Superman. As for ZJ, there's 2 superman for her. One is the hero in the movie, the other, none other than yours truly. Muahaha.

Cinema 2 Seats B11 and B12. The movie was about how superman was raised up and how he came to Earth and he seeks answers and help the people on Earth. Theres one part very exciting; the part where he prevents the aeroplane from crashing and help send the spacecraft on its way to space. Nicey.

Overall, Superman Returns is nice to watch. Worth it. I only hate the beginning when it screen all the introduction stuffs....like who is the producer, editor, etcetc....takes up quite a long time.

Later I went to ZJ's home and watched a DVD. Its a wedding DVD featuring ZJ's second sister and the guy call....Andrew? Cant remember... ZJ, i hope to.....you someday too~

Thanks

Thank you, ZJDD, for going all the way to town to buy 2 flesh imp t shirt for me even though you are on mc. You knew I had been eyeing a purple t shirt and you gave me a nice surprise. I really appreciate your effort, i cant describe how i felt that time. I am just feeling kinda happy. =D