I dealed myself a bad card

If I had the correct card, I wont be where I am now, if u know what I mean.
I 've seen friends already progressing far in their lives; I'm just playing catch up.
Although some like me; has gotten the lousier card too and are pretty much lost.
I am jus trying to get the right card this time, it is my final attempt.
I guess when you only have 52 cards to deal around, some are bound to be the unluckier ones.
Maybe I am one.
But I wanna switch my card, I wanna change my card.
Dont give me a joker.
For I have no time for jokes, err, sometimes its welcome.
Oh yah, I am holding some cards.
I have the Queen of hearts.
I am the King of hearts.
I have 3 diamond, the lousiest lot.
I am waiting for 2 of Spade.

What cards are you holding?