Monday, October 30, 2006

I will throw the dice again

I have returned to the starting point. Never mind. I throw the dice again, i got '5'. My second throw, I got a '6'. I came to the 11th step, it says "Congratulation! You got 2 extra throws!" I finally overcame the jinxed first 6 steps. I will keep throwing the dice. The dice is a unbiased dice. The game called "LOVE" shall not defeat me.

Thursday, October 26, 2006

Ok its time to go our separate ways

You said you needed time to think it through. In between this period of time, we seem to returned to normal. We joked, we made fun of each other. Yet I can sense the inevitable is coming, I saw it coming. I said I will respect your decision. Now that you decided that we should not carry on, I accept it. Which means we are only friends from now on. Yes, maybe changes is really good. I really thank you for giving me so many chances. I wont regret any single moment I shared with you. Thank you for loving me. So from now on, its time to go our separate ways.

I played a game called "LOVE", i throw the dice, i got '6', i thought i can advance fast now, but i came to a spot, it says "back to starting point".

Ok thats it.

Thats it, this time, it really is.

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

The demise of a 23yr old

23 years old, not so young and yet, not so old. In short I am caught in the middle (not refering to your usual middle folks).

Yesteryears feels like just weeks and months ago. It feels as though I am still a teenager yet when the reality points to my age 23, I am force to feel likewise. The number 30 is getting near. Since it felt like yesteryearssince I turned 23, i am pretty sure it would be the same, just as quick before I reach 30. What would I be doing at that time? What would you be doing at that time? Alamok. I wanna stop the clock. Everyone wanna stop the clock, the clock of aging, the DNA clock which you can never stop.

So folks, boys and gers, you will become man and woman, and you will become grandpas and grannies, and finally to.... U-KNOW-WHERE.

I wanna achieve something in life. Hopefully doing that before reaching 30.

Wednesday, October 11, 2006

Happy Birthday Dear

Dear, happy birthday ah..~ Hope i gave u a nice surprise~ Alamok i didnt know u dun eat those jam jam thingy man... or else i would haf bought something else. Heehee... i will be uploading the picture u selected. =P

Take care ya, anything sms or call me lor. Haf a good day!

Sunday, October 01, 2006

I didnt expect us to end at all

Dear friends, for those who chance upon my blog, i wish to tell you that my gf has chosen to break with me. I shall not go into details. Yes i am sad, but i think i can do no more. So guys, thank you for the well wishes u gave me. I appreciate it, but i didnt expect it to end at all.

To you, love cant be forced, I tried to persuade you, i cant forced you. Thank you for loving me. I want to wait for you, but i know this wait could be in vain, but i will tell myself to have faith.