Left to Die

You cruely tore and burn my heart into ashes. You didnt give a damn about my feelings. You went out with him. You did the things i dont like you to do with him. You lead me on. I feel so cheated. I feel so sad. I am nothing to you. I am not someone people will love. I am just someone for you to play around, dumped around and ignore whenever u deem fit. You simply say things for fun, you dont mean what you said, so why bother saying it to me? You seem to give me hope but its false hope really. You dont seem to feel guilty at all and you seem to enjoyed it so much that i am hurt by you. If this is really what you want, i am really disappointed. I had wanted to love you with all my heart but now i dont know. You are already his girlfriend and what can i do about it? There's not a thing i can do about it! I feel sad, so sad, real sad. I dont wish to see you again. You left me with broken, a unamendable heart. Dont blame me if one day you ever regret it. Its your fault in the first place.

LOST

I am lost, it is as simple as that. I question the reason of my existent. Did u questioned your existent too? Now its Saturday and i had nothing to do, its rare. The person i want to meet up with is not free. My friend, Bird, who promised to get back to me after his weekend work did not do so. My friend, MQ, supposedly went out with his other group of friends. There you have it, i am left all alone in this home of mine, blogging away, blogging away to nobody because i know nobody really read my entry. I seem to have things i want to complete but i just couldnt find the right frame of mind to get going. I feel like eating away and stuff myself with food. Hmm, yong tau fu will be nice, i hope someone can accompany me to eat it. I hope next week will be a better week for me and for you (anyone who read my blog). Until then...

The Cathay at Handy Road

Friday morning, i awoke with a eagerness to watch a movie and i managed to get ZJ to accompany me. We chose The Cathay which is beside PS and i booked for the tickets using phone as their online booking services was kinda down i think.

"Bewitching Attraction" is rated R21. This movie is about some people and their lives. I am a bit confused by the plot actually, haha. Our seats is at Level6, theatre 6, E15 and E16. The cinema was very well designed and the seats was very comfortable. The only drawback is that the arm-rest cannot be pushed to the back. The stairs has blue lightings too. It was nice.

Outside, you can purchase your tickets at ground floor where i saw only 2 counters, then i think level 5 also have counters and oh yah, sells food and other stuffs too. ZJ bought a cup of corncorn. Nice eh, but ZJ complained towards the bottom of her cup, it gets oily and salty.

Okay, we finished show and we went to Paradiz Centre to eat. I had yong tau fu and ZJ had tie guo, but we share share eat too la. Guess whats next on the agenda? Muahaha, its K song time! We went KBox on level 2 and we sang till 12.45am. Initially ZJ said she will only listen to me sing, but inthe end she also join in the fun. She was crazy and high!

Ok, then we took a cab back and along CTE SLE, we saw a very lousy driver who keeps stepping on the brake for no reason even though the path is front is totally clear. I turn to look at him as our cab went past him. You know what happen next? That stupid driver followed our cab and even shown his damn high beam at us. KNN WTF... if i am not inside the car, i might just send u to the hospital and letyou stay there for months you CCB. The cab uncle smart eh, he stepped on his brake and made the driver behind to slow down. But the damn CCB KNN F-UP driver use his high beam again. Its this kind of road gangster that lead to accidents. CCB. Dont let me see you again.

Sent ZJ back home le, then i went home myself. Sign off....

Yong Tau Fu cost $5.20

Woot, ZJ and i eat YTF and by chance both our bowls cost $5.20. We simply ordered too much, haha. It was very nice to eat though and i managed to down all my food and some of her's. Wanna know where this nice food is? Its a Vista Point level 2 Banquet. You guys wanna eat there just ask me go, i will be glad to go. ZJ said Vista Point is like a food paradise. Haha which i think is quite true. After that, ZJ visited my home. Hee. Stayed until 11.30pm and i accompany her back.

During the taxi ride, ZJ finally realise how close we stay to each other. You are slow gal. Ok, we reach her place and the taxi uncle stopped the fare meter. Opps, big mistake by the uncle, he thought i am going to alight, haha. So the taxi charges was kinda mixed up as he dunno how to continue to continue the fare after pressing stop.

Are we drifting apart?

I haven seen this someone for quite a long time and i wondering if she is avoiding me. I hope i am just thinking too much. Oh yah, she fallen ill since yesterday and i am glad she took medical leave to rest at home. Hope can meet up and see how she is soon.

I fallen sick too eh... flu and sore throat.

Sign off~

You stabbed me right in the heart

Hugs, hold hands, dancing, laughing, enjoying. Everything you did is not with me. Yet you can say it out to me like i am immune to your actions. I am a human too. If i didnt care about u, i wont even unwillingly pissed you off. Why would i want to piss u for no good reasons right? If i dont care at all, your actions wont bother me a single bit. Now that you said to me "you got no hope", its really a nail in the coffin. I am dead and i cant get out.