一牛仔

Its Portable

2007-12-12T15:01:00.000+08:00

Thanks to Farhan who was my model in this picture. I want to highlight that condoms should be in everyone's pocket esp those who are sexually active.

Pontianak? What pontianak? We made them.

2007-12-05T21:22:00.001+08:00

I cant find you, can police help?

Born from aluminium

2007-12-05T21:00:00.000+08:00

Pepsi has shrinked?

I operated on it.

I give it life.

It flew to a sunflower.

ZJ feel so small

2007-12-05T20:39:00.001+08:00

Self, work, wallet, anything. Cornered by them.

Introvert lines

2007-12-05T15:24:00.001+08:00

Just like me. I am the line in the swimming pool floor bottom, I am the line, behind the front.

Happy birthday to dearest lub lub

2007-10-11T17:00:00.001+08:00

To dear dear,

Happy 23th birthday wor... wish you had enjoyed yourself ( heehee u told me u did enjoyed ) yesterday.

We went to Raffles Places shopping centre to eat and shop for bday gifts. We ate at a very romantic restaurant and the food there is quite healthy and nice. After that, we went shop shop at various shops. In the end, bought a pair of earrings and top for dear dear.

Hmm, dear I love u much much. Above are some picture that I put up...

Find Felicia

2007-08-02T02:00:00.000+08:00

A 19yr old gal call Felicia has been missing. Last seen at Marine Terrace. Video shows her entering the flat but did not show her leaving... isnt this a big clue already?

Anyway, do check www.findfelicia.blogspot.com for more.

2 August 1983

2007-08-02T00:15:00.000+08:00

24 years ago, I am born on this day and now its the time to celebrate this day again. Happy birthday to myself!!!!

Recalling a past - A strong personal experience

2007-06-25T12:15:00.000+08:00

This happened during a period when I least expected. Along with my 3 siblings, we were only attending primary schools and fun was all we can think of. Money was the last thing on our minds. The fun continue everyday, we didn’t realised what was soon to follow.

Both my parents are working, earning salaries that would support us. But somehow, there is always quarrels between my father and mother over money and it is apparent that my family’s financial status is hitting the danger zone. We began to live by with simple and tasteless foods, they even begin to borrow money from relatives. They never told us why because they thought we wouldn’t understand. I could only ask “how long do we need to eat plain food? I cant take it anymore”. Its an experience I will never forget for relatives begin to avoid us; even our grandmother look down on us. What must we do to change everything?

Sometimes people forge a great bond in times of crisis but I deeply regret it was the complete opposite for my family.

I dealed myself a bad card

2007-05-15T10:10:00.000+08:00

If I had the correct card, I wont be where I am now, if u know what I mean.
I 've seen friends already progressing far in their lives; I'm just playing catch up.
Although some like me; has gotten the lousier card too and are pretty much lost.
I am jus trying to get the right card this time, it is my final attempt.
I guess when you only have 52 cards to deal around, some are bound to be the unluckier ones.
Maybe I am one.
But I wanna switch my card, I wanna change my card.
Dont give me a joker.
For I have no time for jokes, err, sometimes its welcome.
Oh yah, I am holding some cards.
I have the Queen of hearts.
I am the King of hearts.
I have 3 diamond, the lousiest lot.
I am waiting for 2 of Spade.

What cards are you holding?

Papilon - my werkplace

2007-04-27T08:49:00.000+08:00

This is to record my werkplace.
It pays me 42 per day tat i werked.
As waiter (part time), they wan me full time, i know.
Jap customers dominate over koreans.
Hostesses are from various Asia countries, including Singaporean.
Some do not have valid werk permit, I assume.
1 senior waiter, 2 full time waiters, many part times, 2 mamasan, many hostesses.
3 way transport to take us home at 3.15am

Jay Chou OJ's review

2007-04-23T10:58:00.000+08:00

Everyone has their own tastes in music. No one can say their music is the best. A true good music is one we have feelings for. I like Jay Chou’s music because he has that special talent and style that made me like his songs. He has produced a total of 8 albums over the years and recently his songs have a taste of Chinese culture in it because he feels as Chinese, he should do his part in bringing this unique sense out to the music world. He has countless songs that I liked, but I am just gonna pick one and share with you why I like this particular song.

This song is “回到过去(genre:r&b)” and below is part of the chorus and the meaning in English:

想回到过去 / 试著抱你在怀里 Want to return to the past / to try to hug you
羞怯的脸带有一点稚气 Blushing (shy) face has a little childish side
想看你的看的世界 / 想在你梦的画面 Want to see the world you see / want to be in your dreams
只要靠在一起就能感觉甜蜜 Only if we lean on each other can we feel the sweetness (or blissfulness)
想回到过去 / 试著让故事继续 Want to return to the past / to try to allow the story to continue
至少不再让你离我而去 At least I won't allow you to leave me again
分散时间的注意 / 这次会抱得更紧 I'll take note when we part / to hug you even tighter
这样挽留不知 / 还来不来得及This sort of salvage effort, I don't know if it's still in time
想回到过去Want to return to the past

I have my ups and downs in life, notably regrets that I hope I can turn back the clock and do better so that I wont regret in my present life now. Go ahead and think about your own life and regrets you might have, I am sure we all will. There will be times when we want to return to the past. Sign off.

machiam machiam

2007-03-22T04:58:00.000+08:00

Why I feel very tired these few days when I go work?
And when I reach home very early in the morning, the tiredness is gone abit.
I guess my mind is more relax knowing I am back home.
But,
doesnt that mean I should be more slepy instead?
Haha.
Ha.
I even found time to blog.
Write this.
What you reading now.
Oh my god, stomach hungry, and I been awaken by hunger recently.
Foot rot doesnt seems to get better, it gets better at getting worser.
5 cents coins starts to build up, dear dear helped me used some.
I supposed.
Room getting dirty; never vacuum for sometime.
I am trying to make my brain think and think.
My gal and chocolates makes my day.
The person reading my blog, I thank you.
Most welcome to comments, but I know its troublesome.
Maple level 40, getting harder to level by the hours.
No worries, I am not that hardcore yet.
I guess thats it.
Time to click publish.

Announcement: Someone in my family died.

2007-02-27T15:05:00.000+08:00

R.I.P

In cuty memory of our beloved HamHam (From about April 2004 to 27 Feb 2007)

Thanks HamHam.

Ham Ham favourite food was corn and carrot, so I shall use yellow and orange color for the font in memory of HamHam.

The Protege 门徒

2007-02-20T02:37:00.000+08:00

Visited deardear's home on the second day of the chinese new year to get ang bao. Hee. I woke up much earlier than dear and was already preparing: brush teeth, shave, hair, shit, urine etcetc.... too detailed?

Reached dear's place, dear dear make luo han guo drink for me. Added in Ginseng Hair? Added in Chrysamthemum (spelled wrong, 100% wrong) too for extra goodness.

We decided to watch a movie and I went to get tix at causewat pt becos deardear home computer seems to be very slow sia. Nvm. Hee. I got 2 tix~ Cinema 6 A15 A 16. We watched The Protege.

I give the show 3 stars out of 5. Why only 3? Becos I am wondering why HK films is mostly predictable? Undercover cop, drug dealers, junkies... so normal for a HK film. BE MORE CREATIVE YAH?

Dear dear was still sick today, she have fallen ill recently.. many things made her fall ill... sad sad... hope dear recover fast fast. Muack.

Rude Singaporean in action again 545 woodlands

2007-02-17T13:05:00.000+08:00

There you haf it guys.. rude auntie in action again. This time, she burn the incense, well nothing wrong with that. But as you can see, the flame was already gone and the smoke is coming out. I took these pictures at my own door. Look at how she placed the burner, right at a spot where it affect everyone when the wind blows. I can even see traces of ash flying into my home.

Yeah

2007-02-15T02:10:00.000+08:00

Yeah, met dear and we went to HK cafe for dinner. Dear bought me a wireless mouse and I got a new nick call lub lub~~ haha..

After that we went Causeway Pt to watch Epic Movie. Cinema 6 B17B18.

The movie was lame but very funny. Many ppl laugh at the lame things they do. I must admit their dancing is actually quite good. And Captain Swallow look very much like the real thing.

Alrighty, sent deardear back and I managed to see the bouquet of flowers that I buy for deardear. Its the first time I have given flowers to a gal. Yeah.

Cheers! (but why no level? i want level!!! Hee)

A time to celebrate love

2007-02-14T13:06:00.000+08:00

I wouldnt call Valentine Day just a day for couples to show their love to each other, rather, I think Valentine Day is a day where all the lovers in the world pledge and celebrate this day as a whole. Am I toking sense?

Today, I am going to spend my 1st Valentine Day with deardear.

My love for you will end only after the last rose fades.

Paint my room~

2007-02-12T03:58:00.000+08:00

Yeah, this entry is to say a word of thank to my dear dear who helped me to paint my room over the weekend, without your help, I would not have a brand new wall and a brand new ceiling, and certainly I wobt be able to sleep on my bed if not for your help~ I am sorry I cant accompany you longer today becos I have to work.. miss u man.. i mean miss u gal.

Wednesday is coming soon, VDAY, its going to be our first, and I hope its the first of many to come. Cheers!

Rude Singaporeans at Woodlands 545

2007-02-08T12:40:00.000+08:00

This neighbour of mine, always like to hang their bamboo poles which invade their upper level neighbours which is totally unacceptable. Not only that, notice their bedsheet is so long that their lower neighbour can see it from their own window? Its obvious they didnt try to fold their bedsheet when they are drying them. They always talk so loud and their music is also so loud. What is even worse, or equally worse is they make use of the public tap to get water for their home uses, ILLEGAL. One fine day I will get their actions in picture as proof, and then I will call police, see how they FCUKING DIE.

When tipping gets too much

2007-01-16T04:37:00.000+08:00

Here is the story:

A fcuking rich business old man treat 5 of his employees to a night of fun at a ktv lounge.
They ran out of whisky, they decided to ordered one.
The waiter acknowledge their order and bring in their new bottle of whisky.
The rich boss tipped the waiter $20 for his effort, the waiter was surprised. ( He wondered whether he should reject his tips... but if he did reject, the big boss might lose face in front of his employee and he might complained against the waiter, so the waiter decided to just take it anyway, just to play is safe)
Hours past, its billing time.
The waiter brought the bill and showed it to the boss, it totalled to $2900. The boss handed $3000 in cash to the waiter.
The waiter got back with $100 in change, the boss again tipped the waiter $50.
What the hell? The waiter earned $70 just for this little effort? The waiter was stunned too. The waiter noticed the boss was in a good mood and so he decided not to spoil his mood by rejecting his tip.
Who is this waiter?
Its me, yours truely.
I am stunned.
Good night.

Eat Tan Yuan, came my home, Singapore Garden Festival, Its Dim Sum - Part 2-

2007-01-13T05:35:00.000+08:00

Finally found some time to blog! I had been very tired to blog these days because of commitments. Nonetheless, I told myself I must blog this weekend. And what a time I chose, 5.37am in the morning after I returned home.

And yesh... its the Singapore Garden Festival.

Dear and me reached Suntec and we decided to start exploring from level 6 first before going down to the 4th floor ( 4th and 6th level are where the Singapore Festival are held). We made a smart choice. Why do I say that? You will find out later... 0_OV

Okay, we got our hands "chop" with something I dunno how to describe, and, in we go. First up, we stopped and admired one arguebly the nicest and refreshing garden design over there. It was damn nice la, I hope dear can send me the pictures she has taken and I can post it here for people to see.

We went on and on to other displays. It was a very creative design by many designers from various countries. Hmm, by the way, this exibition was held in Singapore, so what normally happens with Singaporeans attending it? Kiasuism... Unsporting-like, kid-like, anywhere-is-my-home-kinda-attitude.

So, you people tell me: do I still need to elaborate what is going on inside the exhibits? rudesingapore blogspot supporters should camp there and take shots, I bet you can find a million.

After we are done with the 6th, we proceed to the 4th. It was not really a place that displays plants and sorts but rather its a place that SELLS plants and sorts. So dear dear also chip in and bought 2 plants. Yeh... earlier in the paragraph, i mentioned we made a smart choice by going to the 6th floor first... (BUT SO WHAT?) oh... its because my sister also went there, but she went to the 4th floor first, and it spoil her visiting mood straight away and decided to do away with the 6th floor. I reckon we might do the same if we start at 4th floor. Haha.

After that, dear dear treat me dinner at It's Dim Sum. Ordered many nice foods. Beside yum, I dunno what else to say.... so let me yum again.... comma, yum.

Ok, after that, we went shopping around. But I was getting tired and finally we headed back home. Home is the battery charger, we are the batteries. Batteries need recharging, we need recharging. =]

Eat Tan Yuan, came my home, Singapore Garden Festival, Its Dim Sum - Part 1-

2006-12-23T10:05:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, 22nd Dec 2006, was a fun but tired day for me as I did "alot" of different "stuffs" that contribute to my tireness.

The beginning of the day saw me waking up at 8am and I start preparing to attend a final day workshop on "Disruptive Technologies", it was suppose to end at 1pm, but "the clock spoiled", making the workshop an earlier welcomed end.

Next, I am off to gf's place but first I wanted to buy some Tan Yuan for her family. I took a transport thinking that I would reach Woodgrove in no time but alas... it was not meant to be. There was a traffic accident involving a double decker bus and a small car. The accident causes all right-turning vehicles to take an alternative route. The bus which I was on was no different. The driver went by Vista Point, Tekong Park, Civic Plaza, Woodlands Stadium, Old Woodlands Interchange, Woodlands Checkpoint, Marsiling Pri Sch, a Church, SAS and finally to Woodgrove.

I alighted and dear was there to meet up with me in no time. We shopped at unfairprice for the food and tidbits we needed, oh yeh, I was damn hungry, I can swallow the whole.... wateva.

ps: Always look out for tidbits whose package got a problem.

ANYWAY, I better fast forward everthing or else this blog will be like a grandzhenjie story.

Went gf's home and we ate Tan Yuan plus other stuffs. Dear still has no idea for X'mas; this is fun. Later, gf went over to my place - - - - while i get changed to go town. Its The Singapore Garden Festival.

-End of part 1-

Oh my buddha too

2006-11-29T18:05:00.000+08:00

Oh my buddha lah, I am going to be very stress these few days as I got some issues at hand. The issues are so heavy that I cant support them with one hand. I need both hands. Oh my Buddha~~~~

From 28 nov 2006 to 12 dec 2006, I am on my national service standby, 24hours a day. If the higher authority decides to activate us during this time, I have to report back to camp. The only consolation I have is that my camp is located at Nee Soon Camp, which is consider near when I stay in Woodlands. Heehee.

Next, I have school stuffs to worry about during the one month "half time break" for semester2. CE modules, PPs... Duh and more duhs.

On par with a beggar

2006-11-25T18:19:00.000+08:00

Sometimes when we see beggars on the street, we ignored them simply by walking pass them or pretend they didt exist, yet sometimes we also take heart and give them money. I had a taste of how it feels like being ignored in the streets yesterday.

So whats the feeling like? Even the stray cats and dogs will fare better than me. At least they get comments like "oh so cute" or "poor thing". The yesterday me cant even be compared with beggars and straying animals. I was treated like I didnt exist.

NVM, since I gotten a taste of how it feels like, I want to taste it further. I went to buy a single movie ticket for Happy Feet and for the first time in my life, I went to watch a movie by myself. I did a scanning inside the cinema and it appears I am the only odd ones out. People came in groups, in families, in couples. When the show ended, I simply just hurried off because the awkwardness will come when the cinema lighting came on.

Was quite sick yesterday but so many things happened that made me feel even worst today. Both my leg feel so weak now as I must have over exert them while I was playing basketball. Plus skipping lunch doesnt make it better for me.

Anyway, I want Manchester United to defeat Chelsea, at least this is the only thing that can make me happy. Cant wait till Sunday night...

Death, there's no way you can avoid it

2006-11-22T00:28:00.000+08:00

Recently there have been reports about people who died in their sleep. They all are seemingly healthy people. Yet they become history without even the tiniest of warning.

What in the world is going on? Unknown virus? Undiscover medical problem? A curse? The weather turning cold? Their genes? God's will? Conspiracy?

You decide.

When your time is up, its up. But to be made dead in sure a manner is not expected by anyone. The person should still have many unfinished business.

Maybe we should cherish everyday that we are fortunate to be born humans and be alive. Be glad that the fact you can walk, think, jump, clap, sing, talk... These are many things other species are not able to do.

Anyone may be the next chosen one to go. I may be the next, of course I dont want that to happen. I am having slight flu and headache. I am going to sleep soon. Tired.

I love you.

Who define creative?

2006-11-03T22:21:00.000+08:00

Creative is a big word, yet it can be small at the same time. When something is deem creative, it, most of the time, is a original work and worth the tab creative. Little kids produced some form of art, simple it may seem to adults, kids think they are creative. Big kids produced art too, but when their work is not good, they are not creative. My queston is, who fits to define creative? Anyone, who produces original work, is creative. No one is fit to say anything bad about their work, nor they should ask the designer to change anything, simply because a piece of "art" is what a person is trying to potray, it is their expression. By asking them to change, you might as well take over the job. I cant find the right phrases to express what i wanna say. Expressing myself in words is something i like to do. Although my english is not powderful enough, i like to engage people to think and challenge their thinking, that is, if i have the mood. There's something totally not related to this blog title that is bugging me... should i or should i not. It seems fate has given me a chance to think properly again. Cmon, I need a miracle phenomenon.

I will throw the dice again

2006-10-30T13:50:00.000+08:00

I have returned to the starting point. Never mind. I throw the dice again, i got '5'. My second throw, I got a '6'. I came to the 11th step, it says "Congratulation! You got 2 extra throws!" I finally overcame the jinxed first 6 steps. I will keep throwing the dice. The dice is a unbiased dice. The game called "LOVE" shall not defeat me.

Ok its time to go our separate ways

2006-10-26T20:22:00.000+08:00

You said you needed time to think it through. In between this period of time, we seem to returned to normal. We joked, we made fun of each other. Yet I can sense the inevitable is coming, I saw it coming. I said I will respect your decision. Now that you decided that we should not carry on, I accept it. Which means we are only friends from now on. Yes, maybe changes is really good. I really thank you for giving me so many chances. I wont regret any single moment I shared with you. Thank you for loving me. So from now on, its time to go our separate ways.

I played a game called "LOVE", i throw the dice, i got '6', i thought i can advance fast now, but i came to a spot, it says "back to starting point".

Ok thats it.

2006-10-26T14:58:00.000+08:00

Thats it, this time, it really is.

The demise of a 23yr old

2006-10-18T00:41:00.000+08:00

23 years old, not so young and yet, not so old. In short I am caught in the middle (not refering to your usual middle folks).

Yesteryears feels like just weeks and months ago. It feels as though I am still a teenager yet when the reality points to my age 23, I am force to feel likewise. The number 30 is getting near. Since it felt like yesteryearssince I turned 23, i am pretty sure it would be the same, just as quick before I reach 30. What would I be doing at that time? What would you be doing at that time? Alamok. I wanna stop the clock. Everyone wanna stop the clock, the clock of aging, the DNA clock which you can never stop.

So folks, boys and gers, you will become man and woman, and you will become grandpas and grannies, and finally to.... U-KNOW-WHERE.

I wanna achieve something in life. Hopefully doing that before reaching 30.

Happy Birthday Dear

2006-10-11T08:09:00.000+08:00

Dear, happy birthday ah..~ Hope i gave u a nice surprise~ Alamok i didnt know u dun eat those jam jam thingy man... or else i would haf bought something else. Heehee... i will be uploading the picture u selected. =P

Take care ya, anything sms or call me lor. Haf a good day!

I didnt expect us to end at all

2006-10-01T10:06:00.000+08:00

Dear friends, for those who chance upon my blog, i wish to tell you that my gf has chosen to break with me. I shall not go into details. Yes i am sad, but i think i can do no more. So guys, thank you for the well wishes u gave me. I appreciate it, but i didnt expect it to end at all.

To you, love cant be forced, I tried to persuade you, i cant forced you. Thank you for loving me. I want to wait for you, but i know this wait could be in vain, but i will tell myself to have faith.

Tupid and cruel dog. Knn, turn u into hotdog.

2006-09-27T18:59:00.000+08:00

Today i met mq and he went about doing his werk in his lorry. He got an order from an industrial area and off he went. When we reached the place and drove inside the company, i saw a cute little kitten playing by itself. We proceed to find the customer. After we are done, we drove out and i saw 2 tupid and cruel dogs biting at the poor kitten. Fuck. Fuck the owner. Hell wif the dogs. Argh... Fuck. I wanted to come down save the kitten but mq drove too fast and he was not amused by wat he saw. Argh... can do anything... fuck.

Gigolo wannabes

2006-09-18T12:56:00.000+08:00

Causeway Pt, Cinema 5, B5 B6 couple seats. We seems to have couple seats all the time. Haha... Went to watch gigolo wannabes. Initially i thought it was a korean show but its jap.

Stories goes like this: snow white and seven dwarfs. In the end, snow white is snow black and seven dwarfs are really dwarfs plus stupid. People who watched know what i mean here.

Dear dear finally found time for her mini spring cleaning le. good good.

Aiyo, thats all folks.

Fan Cai or Cai Fan???

2006-09-14T13:41:00.000+08:00

rack ur kukuz brains and please tell me the correct way of saying.

kuku... i know u cant too...

becos kuku me also cant.

Why and how humans are smart, are we? - my own version

2006-09-14T11:57:00.000+08:00

I believed, during stone age, man were simply animals. Like other animals, they hunt for food in order to survive. I figured their brains at that time were already fully developed like the present us. Maybe they did not know how to communicate because no one started it.

Oh.. when they finally want to communicate, they have to invent a common language for their tribes. Slowly, dunno how, all kinds of kuku languages were invented. Can I invent a whole new language? huh huh huh??? can I? duh....

So, bloody, we got our own language only humans can understand, eh? So we thin we are the smartest creatures on Earth, right, we are creatures.

Smart, tell me what the dog is singing. Maybe you have a superstar dog within its doggy community!

Seriously, can anyone figured out wat's wrong with me when i write this blog? there must be only one reason, i am either sane or sane. Something is wrong eh. WAKAKAKAKAKKA

Ok la. Humans are smart. Humans are rid. Humans are tupid. Humans are humans.

Published

2006-09-13T16:47:00.000+08:00

For the first time

2006-09-12T15:38:00.000+08:00

"who are you?"
"i cant be bothered"
"so?"

This is the first time I ever felt so disrespected.
I thought i'm meant alot to..., i cant feel it now...

The Day the World Changed... 911...

2006-09-11T23:19:00.000+08:00

Let's backdate to 11 Sepetember 2001, about 8.30pm Singapore time. I was inside my room talking to my ex gf on the phone. Not a while later, she told me she heard from the radio that USA has been attacked by terrorists. It was until that moment, that I was introduced this symbolic building - World Trade Centre in New York, otherwise known as 'The Big Apple'. These two building had been crashed into by passengers planes hijacked by terrorists.

Initially I thought it was a joke and something like that could not happened. I immediatedly put down the phone and switched on my TV. The channel was Channelnewsasia. All of a sudden, nothing else was broadcasted except this shocking news. When I saw the screen of the burning buildings, people jumping off buildings, repeated images of the 2 planes crashing into WTC, there was a sense of confusion in me. I wonder why would anyone commit this barbaric acts of murder. I am pretty sure nobody expected the two buildings to collapse. Thats why you can see those policemen and firefighters rushing in to save people. They were truly brave people. I wonder if i am willing to go upstairs if I am one of the firefighters. Thousands managed to escaped before it fall, yet thousands were killed.

There was a clip I saw from Youtube recently featuring Kevin Cosnar. He was one of the victims who perished. He was trapped at about 100th floor, he called 911 for help and he talked with the operator throughout until the moment the building collapse. His ocnversation with the operator was entirely recorded! It was very scary, I could not imagine what happened when I heard his cries "OH GOD!!!" and the line went dead. He must have died a tragic death.

Have you ever wondered why the terrorists commit the act on 11 Sept? The US police number was 911 too, coincidence???

Beside this, there was also at least 2 or 3 others planes crashes that were self-destructed at specific targets. The Pentagon was hit, I am not sure of other planes though...

Well, Flight 93 (if i rememebered correctly) was hijacked and were targeting the Pentagon. I watched Discovery Channel yesterday and learned that passengers on that flight fought back with the hijackers. There did not give up, they do not want to die just like that.

They knew they had no hope of surviving, many of them called their friends and familes to say how much they love them, how much they miss them, and sadly, to say goodbyes too. You know how they fought back? The cooked hot water (to splashed on the faces of the hijackers, forks and knifes as weapons, trolleys to rammed. All these actions ( the shoutings ) were recorded in the blackbox which were later found.

Guys, if one day, the same thing happened to you, being hijacked in a plane and you are pretty sure you will die if you did not do something... then I think you guys better do something - fight back! Show no mercy to them! You and your fellow passengers can only help yourself. Nobody else outside the plane can. Really, I mean it.

Haiz...lifes were taken away just like that. They have so many dreams yet to be fulfiled. Life is so... unpredictable. One may just kick the bucket anytime. So guys, do take some time (in fact make time for it) to say love to your special someone, tell them how much you like him or her, tell how much you appreciate that someone, be it your families, friends, or love ones.

Really, life is short and unpredictable. I wrote this blog entry to take time to think of the 911 events and how it changed the world.

0_O

Comex = IT Pasar Malam

2006-09-04T22:53:00.000+08:00

3rd Sept which is a Sunday, I met up with dear dear. Dear dear smsed me in the morning to ask me buy century eggs, Straits Times and 'chong'. PEEEeee... I only got 1 out of 3 items correct! I forgot to buy Straits Times as I was rushing, I bought "jiu cai" which resembles 'chong'! What can I say??? OMG. Dear needed all these ingredients for porridege one leh... what am I doing right? Come on everyone smack me bah. None the less, dear dear cooking skills is very good. Her porridege is very tasty and the fried eggs mixed with 'jiu cai' is wonderful too. Yum yum...

Next...

We went to Parkway Parade first to buy the metal soap but were told by the friendly staffs that it was sold out; selling like hot cakes. If we want, we can either place a order or come back next week. I have to say the staffs are very friendly. I only went to the counter to ask where is the metal soap so that I can locate it myself but one guy helped me looked for it. Oh nvm, dear dear and me went next to MOS Burger to eat corn soup and fries and drinks. Dear dear asked me about gals shaking legs. I said its ugly but... I believe most of us are guilty of that too! haha. Once we finished out food, we managed to hail a cab that was about to change shift. The cab uncle opened his window and we shouted "WE WANNA GO EXPO!!" The uncle gladly let us in as he was going to change shift soon, he was going to bedok. He went by ECP and soon we were reaching EXPO.

Next...

We reached the area outside Expo, the cab uncle advised us to alight at the bridge because there was a heavy jam. What can you expect??? Last day of COMEX and there's another 90% discount on clothes and discounts for shoes! Singaporean are very kiasu!!! As we arrived, as we walked inside the building of Expo, I was already pretty much showed how "clean" the place is going to be. I first saw a piece of tissue right outside the toilet. Next as we walked towards hall 4 5 6, there was many rubbish, but, surprisingly, they were not thrown into those rubbish bins which was just nearby!! I was like....WTF MAN!!! IF YOU TELL ME THE RUBBISH BIN IS FULL, I CAN UNDERSTAND, BUT ITS NOT!

Then we finally arrived at COMEX. OMG, rubbish was all over. I told dear dear it was like a "high class pasar malam". Why did I said that? Because its the last day of Comex and those sellers are trying to clear their stocks at very low price. I even saw at least 2 men standing atop their display counter to shout AKA "lay long lay long!!!" OMG it was very squeezy too, too many people were there. I told dear will she grab the wrong hands.... and it kinda happened to me. Someone had grabed my hand and I thought was deardear's... to my surprise, it belong to a auntie!!! Wakakakaak.... We looked all over the place and dear dear was kinda attracted to those speakers on sale. We saw a speaker that was selling at $39, then there was names like EVO 3, 5, 7~ o_O We walked on and on... round and round... looked and looked.

Finally we decided that it was enough and we decided to leave Comex. We next went to look at some clothes and shoes. Though it was claimed a warehouse sale... the prices are still expensive.

Later we took mrt back home. It was already about 8.30pm when we finally arrived at dear dear's home... did i get the time correct?? hhaa.... we ate dinner.

Whoa... what a tiring day but it was a great. I enjoyed every moment with dear dear! But jus too bad i didnt bring my camera to take pictures.

...

2006-09-02T13:37:00.000+08:00

Love is not to forget but to forgive, not to see but to understand, not to hear but to listen, not to let go but to hold on.

I wanna revamp

2006-08-30T00:55:00.000+08:00

Thinking of making my blog into a combination of thoughts and photoblog. I got a lousy digital cam so i figured it wont take any good definition shots. Anyway, you need to have the talent in photo taking.

Special photos are, special. You have to be able to take them when others cant. You have to imagine the angle you need and the distance you need. I think when it comes to photo taking, one cant learn. You can only depend on yourself, your own creativity. I hope I can post some nice pics soon. =]

Prada Prada

2006-08-27T11:39:00.000+08:00

Went to watched "The Devil wears Prada" with dear dear yesterday. causeway pt cinema 3 seats B17 and B18.

Its a show about a ordinary gal who wanna work as a journalist and ended up being in a magazine company and was named the "new emily". She had only wanted a job but soon she became very ambitious in her career. In short, she became a materialistic gal. She broke up with her bf amd pursue her career.

But she was brought back down to earth when she realise her peers are starting to stay away from her and she was not the usual person before she joined her new company. She soon realised bags, shoes, glamour are only superficial. She truly value friendship more. In the end, she quit her job and returned to be with her ex bf. (I wonder wat will happen if her bf knows she had went to bed with another guy???? hahaha)

I was kinda feeling sick inside the cinema, dear dear was caring enough to offer me her jacket and tried her best to keep me warm with her arms. Thanks dear dear~

I was at dear's place earlier in the day and we went to eat Loy Kee chicken rice~~ not bad.. above is the picture of our food, taken by yours truly. o_OV

The season is about to begin!

2006-08-13T09:24:00.000+08:00

Yesh, the English Premier League is going to start soon and I cant wait for Manchester United to regain their rightful spot - first, champions.

I had been supporting Manchester United since I was in secondary 3 and was very proud when they did the treble back in 1999. They won the league title, fa cup and the champions league. I witnessed everything on tv! whoa~

Nobody will believe I am a die hard supporter. Whenever I see or heard Manchester United has been knocked out of cup competitions or whenever they lose a match, I will feel kinda upset, really. One good example is when Man Utd is looking for a goal they desperately need but cant, hitting the goal post, narrow miss, offisde given, I will like "ARGH!!!" cmon Man Utd! You can do it!!!" My heart will pound very fast one too.

This time round, I hope Man Utd can win the league. They are one team that cant stand losing. I like their mentality. Whenever I play soccer or basketball, I will have the same mentality. I cannot imagine Manchester United not winning the league after 2 years of looking up to Chelsea. Now the team rest on young shoulders like Rooney, Ronaldo, Rossi and veterans like Giggs, Scholes, Edwin van de sar and Neville to bring back the glory once more. I will support them, always, anytime.

Selected 2 pics taken on my bday

2006-08-07T12:24:00.000+08:00

Bday cake was nice and dear is even nicer~

Gal Gal was so playful, thoughtful, creative... Along with my Family Members

2006-08-02T07:33:00.000+08:00

Woot, today is mooooi birthday. Damn it, getting older and older. It was just 7hrs 30mins ago that the day turned 2 august 2006. On the dot, I received my best ever birthday surprise to date. Here how's 1st august 2006 goes....

Okay, went to school as per normal.
It is when I reached home the surprises began to unfold!!!

I was very sleepy in school and I can even fall asleep and dreamed while attending a talk by HSA and Chiron Club. I smsed dear about this and she adviced me to sleep after I got home.

Which I obediently did. It was 6.30pm at that time. After a brief nap, I woke up at about 9.15pm. I immediatedly called dear on her hp to see whether had she reached home as she normally reaches home at about 8.30pm and would let me know. She called back and said she was sleepy and had gone to sleep, oh well... sleep so early meh... I wished her good night. I got out of my room, went to see what is for dinner. There was none so I just cook a bowl of instant mee. I began to feel very weird. I somehow think something is not quite right. But i never knew what was going to happen next. The way my mother and sister talks baffled me. Their actions baffled me. The place was kept unusually tidy (normally it was a bit messy) I was thinking oh well maybe its just to tidy up the place since my birthday is coming. Then sister said she wanna go downstairs to buy drinks, mother joined in to say she wanna buy too. Very very strange! Because even they do wanna celebrate my birthday, they would usually just order pizza or watever; the effort will be minimal.

I continued not to bother about them and just watch my TV and doing my work in my laptop.
Time was 11.50pm... I MSN one of my friend telling him I will be sleeping 10minutes later. I also wondered if dear would wake up and smsed me happi birthday.

12.00am is here...2 August 2006 is here. Mooi birthday~ Sister walked to me, said she saw something in my room, i went to check....WAAAAAAAAAA DEAR DEAR WAS INSIDE MY ROOM!!!! Holding a cake somemore!!! She sang birthday song to me, nice. Wow... she actually collaborated with my mother and sister while I was asleep during that time. It turns out when I called dear, dear was already at my home, inside toilet! I was so stupid!! haha... sister very smart ah... hid the cake well, hid dear dear's shoes well, ALL PRETEND NOTHING HAD HAPPENED AH!! ONLY I WAS IN THE DARK SIA....! Dear dear had been in my sisters's room all this while. From the time she reached ( I guessed at about 9pm) to 12.00am, it was a whole 3 hours inside my sis's room., never even come out drink water or go toilet. Dear u are so nice to me just to give me this pleasant surprise~~ I appreciate your efforts so much. I just cant describe how i felt. Thank u muack. I made a wish, took some photos and we ate the cake. Yum eh... Bengawan Solo cake ( i hoped i didnt spelled wrongly)

After that, I accompany dear back home. Really, dear, you are playful, thoughtful and creative! =] o_OV

Does guys have mood swings?

2006-07-26T22:38:00.000+08:00

Recently nothing is going right for me. Whether its at home, with friends, girlfriend, I would feel I am getting some kind of "treatment". I dun usually show my feelings but I am really stressed on the inside. It seems nobody can read my mind until they read my blog and asked me about it. I guess I should thank the person who invented blog.

So my point is, does the privilege(wrong spelling?) of mood swings only belong exclusively to gals? The hell no. I strongly believe guys have mood swings too BUT WTHOUT that red thingy.

Back to topic... sometime I just hope I can shut myself in my room and sleep. But when I cant sleep, I find things to do...Like what I am doing now---writing a blog entry. Oh shucks...now is th period of hungry ghost... the gates opened and they are free to roam about. There's a catch for this year hungry ghost festival... I heard the gates is opened longer than usual. Does that increase anybody's chance of seeing something paranormal? I am born in August.... July if you consider the lunar calender...dear told me I am have bad luck for as long the gates are still open as my birthday may clashed with them.

sian sian sian

Come on...brothers of the other side.... show me what you got...just bring it... I am not scare. Oh well, I might be scare if i do see you...lol....

The Day I Lost It

2006-07-18T22:34:00.000+08:00

I was totally furious today. Someone in my family made me explode. I had calmed down alot these few years but once awhile I am not able to control my temper when that someonedid things that made me see red.

ZJ would not want such a violent bf. Which gal would? But I hope dear can understand whatis going through my mind that made me do what I did. I believe anyone who lived in my homefor the past 20 years wound have "exploded" the way I did...

In the past when I fight, I will feel a sense of regret, I would even cry in my room afterthat. Things changed now, I no longer feel any hinge of remorse. I even feel I am right todo that; which is to resort to violence.

No one, absolutely no one will want to hit their family member. I had to do it. I cant think of a better solution. My fingers is shaking as I typed, what does that stand for?
Hungry now....cant think....

Who would'nt want to be perfect? Captain Jack Sparrow

2006-07-16T14:38:00.000+08:00

Met up with my dear for a movie session. We watched Pirates of the Carribean at Causewat Pt. Cinema 1 F20,F21.

This movie is about many things which I dont want to elaborate too much because many things happened in it and there is going to a continue to it. I think it will be ready next year. It was nice to watch. I also noted theres a Banquet just outside the ticket booth which to me, look comparable to Lido.

Dear, we talked about self-evaluation at MOS Burger and I know I am not perfect in your eyes. Dear, everyone wants to be perfect right. Perfect in everything. But this world is real, nobody is perfect. Dear, I can only try to be as perfect as I can possibly go. I really wan to be perfect in your eyes as you are the dearest person to me. I promised you I will try my best to be better in every aspect.

Dear, if you have something bothering you, you must tell me ok? I will be there for you.

Family Gathering, Am I Kinda Extra? Ha

2006-07-10T00:03:00.000+08:00

Today ZJ invited me over for their family gathering. Apparently it was their first gathering since ZJ's second sister got married. Today they came back to have dinner. But before I go on, I am glad ZJ's able to returned to normal mode after what happened yesterday. It was very very very unusual to see you like that dear...

Okay back to the dinner part. Wow... the food was very nice~ Got cheese with wine for dipping whatever you like on the table. There's prawns, french bread, tomato and many more. ZJ prepared a Vietnam style noodle for me, we shared it together. Nice nice nicey~

After that we watched TV in the living room. Pirates of the Caribean... peeps, i know i spelled wrongly. But who cares. haha...

Saw ZJ at the window when I was waiting for a cab! So funny dear....miss me so fast ah...haha..miss u too now lor...you got flu must take care ah....

Woot, tonight will be staying up to watch world cup final between Italy and France~ Finally the moment has come~ I hope France will win this match as I believe Zinedine Zidane truely deserve a good farewell to football. His standard is right up there with Pele and Maradona. He is a living legend~

Superman Returns

2006-07-04T10:51:00.000+08:00

On Sunday, ZJ and I went to causeway to catch a movie. Superman. As for ZJ, there's 2 superman for her. One is the hero in the movie, the other, none other than yours truly. Muahaha.

Cinema 2 Seats B11 and B12. The movie was about how superman was raised up and how he came to Earth and he seeks answers and help the people on Earth. Theres one part very exciting; the part where he prevents the aeroplane from crashing and help send the spacecraft on its way to space. Nicey.

Overall, Superman Returns is nice to watch. Worth it. I only hate the beginning when it screen all the introduction stuffs....like who is the producer, editor, etcetc....takes up quite a long time.

Later I went to ZJ's home and watched a DVD. Its a wedding DVD featuring ZJ's second sister and the guy call....Andrew? Cant remember... ZJ, i hope to.....you someday too~

Thanks

2006-07-02T13:54:00.000+08:00

Thank you, ZJDD, for going all the way to town to buy 2 flesh imp t shirt for me even though you are on mc. You knew I had been eyeing a purple t shirt and you gave me a nice surprise. I really appreciate your effort, i cant describe how i felt that time. I am just feeling kinda happy. =D

East Coast Chalet at C3 (Saturday)

2006-06-27T20:30:00.000+08:00

Woot, i went to a chalet on Saturday and it was quite fun. ZJ had asked me to come over at a last minute and I bought nutella, poker cards and some napkins from S&S before i set off for East Coast by a cab. Along the way, the traffiv was kinda jammed. But luckily i still managed to stay calm despite my nerves is going to explode being trapped in a expressway.

Anyway, somehow, i managed to reach East Coast Chalet. Quickly got off and head straight to find C3. Not bad eh, its facing the sea. ZJ was there to see whether i am able to find it. Thanks dear. ZJ later brought me inside the chalet and there i met some of her friends. Only a few was there, some had went to buy other stuffs like charcoal etcetc. heard the BBQ was supposed to start at 4pm but obviously it got delayed. I manage to eat some food to fill my almost empty stomach.

TIME PASSED....

Its BBQ time. It seems that every chalet, there will be a "pro" who is good at starting the BBQ pit. Great job, i forgotten your name liao. We peng alot of different variety of food. I tried to stick to ZJ whenever possible. Heh. We watched TV and played some card games too. The first was placing a stack of cards and placed it on the bottle. We had to blow as little cards as possible as the loser is the one who blew all the cards down wth it. Birthday gal's guy was the most unlucky, getting most of the "punishments". APeach Vodka plus Sprite! NICE~

I DO NOT WANT TO EVEN MENTION ABOUT THAT HUMAN SUROUND SOUND. Thanks for the audio, we had a hard time enjoying and sleeping. To think u can sleep for so long and your gf can take it. Do not suffocate. Take care!

Morning came and i helped out by clearing away the things. Oh yah, it was raining away and we managed to check out by 11am. We took cab back to Woodlands and i helped them carry the things back to her home. Later ZJ and me meet birthday gal and guy for lunch and we went for a movie. =] Movie name is RV, not bad.

ZJ came over to my home after that. Stayed until late late and i accompany her home after that. yeah, i love you.

20062006

2006-06-21T18:10:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was 20062006, and coincidentally i bought ZJ a ring. But to my dismay, it cant fit. ZJ, dont mind ah... for this is the first time i bought a ring. You made cute sound effect too eh...(ehw ewh...cant go in!) haha that was funny and cute from you.

Yeah finally get to see ZJ's home for the first time. Only her bro and mama is at home. It seems her sis's bf was was Northland too. Should meet up 1 day at her place...
O_oV

First We Watch "Cars", then comes the real thing! A Hong Kong Restaurant in Kovan Area / Heartland Mall

2006-06-18T15:11:00.000+08:00

Oh well, the 3 of us, MQ, ZJ and ZJ(me) went to this place to eat in the middle of the night. I must say this place is new to me and ZJ. It was meant to be a 24 hours eating place but the staffs seems wanna pack and go home liao, muahaha. Maybe they changing shifts soon.

The food seems nice and up to standard but the waitress and waiters seems to be sleeping for god sake. I ordered a dry wanton mee and they gimme soup-based-mee. THANKS GUYS!!! I also ordered milk tea and you let me wait! THANKS GUYS!!! Overall i may wanna come again provided if they improve on their services, they are too slow.

Much much earlier, ZJ and I went Sun Plaza to catch a movie call "Cars". Cinema 2 seat O1 and O2, couple seats. Its a animation movie about living cars and how they love the game of racing and carity ( call it humanity if you will ). Lightning Mcqueen is the star of the show. Loud engines, fast car but lack the correct drifting technique when the car loses control. I dont wanna say too much as i think this movie is really worth watching. If you watch liao dun like it, tell me, i pay u full refund.

ZJ came over to my home to wait for MQ's arrival. It was 2.15am then.

I wanna get a purple t shirt!

MQ rented a Mazda 323 automatic and i attempted to drive it. It was quite easier to use compare to driving a manuel control car. I always forget to put down the hand brake!!!! MALU BIG TIME!!!!!!

Did i managed to hit 120kmh on the expressway? I dunno... MQ said i did, while ZJ dozed off. Forget to walk ZJ up....oops, i am so bad. Sori.

0_OV

Bottle Tree Village

2006-06-17T13:01:00.000+08:00

Wow, just went there for the second time only yesterday. I could not remember when was the last time i went there. My friends and i went there quite some time back le.

Anyway, ZJ and me went there to eat. We hailed a cab and not surprising, the cabby uncle dunno how to bring us there; its simply too ulu. Most people who go there drives a car. You peeps wanna know where is it? Its near Sembawang Park. When you reach Sembawang Road, try to find Andrews Avenue and turn inside. Once in, go straight all the way in... along the way, you wont think a eating place will even exist in this god-know-where place, but it does. Haha.

We ate some nice foods but we had a problem going back, so we book cab, simple as that.

Peeps, the food is really nice there, alot of variety.

Tell Me It Aint So

2006-06-14T21:46:00.000+08:00

I know you are not ready. I know i am probably not the one you waiting for. I know we probably we had too little to talk about. I know you are afraid of trying out with me. I can understand all that. I hope u can tell yourself to try, try daringly, try openly. In this way, i strongly believe things will progress slowly, but surely. I know you also want your freedom as much as you want someone to love. I know you often contradict with what you said, but its ok. Its you, its you that why i dont want to leave you. You asked me why and what i love about you. I dont know how to express in words when you first asked me, but, i will now typed it out with letters.

I love you because in my heart, you are a truly special gal. You are a gal of my dreams. I long to care for you all my life and see you be happy everyday. I feel comfortable when i am with you. I want to do so many things with you. Rightly so, you said we might have little in common, little to talk about, but i am confused myself too. I am confusef whether you will find me too talkative if i talked alot, or, if u find me too quiet if i am too quiet. I know i have to be very very attentive.

You once said i am a possessive person. Yes i want you to have your freedom too, but what if i give u freedom and you think i dont care, when i actually does? Then when i care for u, u may think may think i am possessive. =)

You told me today that you are considering... is that true? Will u be confused again? I hope not. I hope for the best. I dont want to be just your best friend and one u will remember for life. I want to be the one who is responsible for your hapiness. I will wait for you.

I really love u, i cant be more sure than this.

I know my english is abit "easy" to understand. Sori.

666 060606 06 june 2006

2006-06-06T23:48:00.000+08:00

Such a rare day, such a number. Say something that is deep in your to someone u care is important as you may not have the chance to say it in 60 or 100 years time. We will be dead by then. I am glad i said it out...

i am glad i remember to have a blog entry on this day, 666. take care peeps...

Lets Recall

2006-06-05T16:01:00.000+08:00

Year 2000, i have my first gf when i was 17 years old. It didnt last long. It lasted for less than 2 months. That ex gf fell in love with another guy citing he has a motorbike while i dont. What a excuse. I really loved you. Why did you do that to me? You are the one who wooed me in the first place.

Year 2001, i had my second gf when i was 18 years old. It didnt last long. It lasted for less than 3 months. That ex gf broke up with me citing i am poor. How rich can you get when you are a student? I also loved you so much. Why did you have to do that to me? I know your family is rich, but so what? I took a long time to forget you.

Year 2003, i had my third gf when i was 20. It didnt last long. It too lasted for less than 3 months, maybe slightly longer. You broke up with me maybe because you wanted freedom or you have fallen for some other guys, i dont know the real reasons, you never told me.

Year 2003 to present... i dont have any gf. Yet i have fallen in love with some gals over these time. Yet, stupidly, its only one sided love. Nobody had an eye for me since. I can understand that too; there's nothing good about me. I dunno how long my singlehood going to last... maybe till the day i die? I wish to see you all again, once will do. But it seems impossible. Maybe you all will visit me one day when i am lying in the coffin and you all feel the basic respect to see me one last time? Even if you all visit me that time, i wont know. Its too late.

Well, i am not comtemplating death, dont worry about that. Thanks aloy and tracy. Thank u two for the concern shown to me. Appreciate it.

Half Time at RP

2006-06-02T07:41:00.000+08:00

Its friday today, finally. We will be having our 2 weeks holiday and i look forward to it. Some will be slacking around, some will have their IGs, some will work. I belong to the last group. With nothing much in my life, i think i would rather work and past my time away. I dont know how the 2 weeks will go, good or bad, just bring it. Nothing seems to fazes me now after what happened.

Left to Die

2006-05-28T04:10:00.000+08:00

You cruely tore and burn my heart into ashes. You didnt give a damn about my feelings. You went out with him. You did the things i dont like you to do with him. You lead me on. I feel so cheated. I feel so sad. I am nothing to you. I am not someone people will love. I am just someone for you to play around, dumped around and ignore whenever u deem fit. You simply say things for fun, you dont mean what you said, so why bother saying it to me? You seem to give me hope but its false hope really. You dont seem to feel guilty at all and you seem to enjoyed it so much that i am hurt by you. If this is really what you want, i am really disappointed. I had wanted to love you with all my heart but now i dont know. You are already his girlfriend and what can i do about it? There's not a thing i can do about it! I feel sad, so sad, real sad. I dont wish to see you again. You left me with broken, a unamendable heart. Dont blame me if one day you ever regret it. Its your fault in the first place.

LOST

2006-05-27T17:44:00.001+08:00

I am lost, it is as simple as that. I question the reason of my existent. Did u questioned your existent too? Now its Saturday and i had nothing to do, its rare. The person i want to meet up with is not free. My friend, Bird, who promised to get back to me after his weekend work did not do so. My friend, MQ, supposedly went out with his other group of friends. There you have it, i am left all alone in this home of mine, blogging away, blogging away to nobody because i know nobody really read my entry. I seem to have things i want to complete but i just couldnt find the right frame of mind to get going. I feel like eating away and stuff myself with food. Hmm, yong tau fu will be nice, i hope someone can accompany me to eat it. I hope next week will be a better week for me and for you (anyone who read my blog). Until then...

The Cathay at Handy Road

2006-05-13T11:22:00.002+08:00

Friday morning, i awoke with a eagerness to watch a movie and i managed to get ZJ to accompany me. We chose The Cathay which is beside PS and i booked for the tickets using phone as their online booking services was kinda down i think.

"Bewitching Attraction" is rated R21. This movie is about some people and their lives. I am a bit confused by the plot actually, haha. Our seats is at Level6, theatre 6, E15 and E16. The cinema was very well designed and the seats was very comfortable. The only drawback is that the arm-rest cannot be pushed to the back. The stairs has blue lightings too. It was nice.

Outside, you can purchase your tickets at ground floor where i saw only 2 counters, then i think level 5 also have counters and oh yah, sells food and other stuffs too. ZJ bought a cup of corncorn. Nice eh, but ZJ complained towards the bottom of her cup, it gets oily and salty.

Okay, we finished show and we went to Paradiz Centre to eat. I had yong tau fu and ZJ had tie guo, but we share share eat too la. Guess whats next on the agenda? Muahaha, its K song time! We went KBox on level 2 and we sang till 12.45am. Initially ZJ said she will only listen to me sing, but inthe end she also join in the fun. She was crazy and high!

Ok, then we took a cab back and along CTE SLE, we saw a very lousy driver who keeps stepping on the brake for no reason even though the path is front is totally clear. I turn to look at him as our cab went past him. You know what happen next? That stupid driver followed our cab and even shown his damn high beam at us. KNN WTF... if i am not inside the car, i might just send u to the hospital and letyou stay there for months you CCB. The cab uncle smart eh, he stepped on his brake and made the driver behind to slow down. But the damn CCB KNN F-UP driver use his high beam again. Its this kind of road gangster that lead to accidents. CCB. Dont let me see you again.

Sent ZJ back home le, then i went home myself. Sign off....

Yong Tau Fu cost $5.20

2006-05-12T11:47:00.000+08:00

Woot, ZJ and i eat YTF and by chance both our bowls cost $5.20. We simply ordered too much, haha. It was very nice to eat though and i managed to down all my food and some of her's. Wanna know where this nice food is? Its a Vista Point level 2 Banquet. You guys wanna eat there just ask me go, i will be glad to go. ZJ said Vista Point is like a food paradise. Haha which i think is quite true. After that, ZJ visited my home. Hee. Stayed until 11.30pm and i accompany her back.

During the taxi ride, ZJ finally realise how close we stay to each other. You are slow gal. Ok, we reach her place and the taxi uncle stopped the fare meter. Opps, big mistake by the uncle, he thought i am going to alight, haha. So the taxi charges was kinda mixed up as he dunno how to continue to continue the fare after pressing stop.

Are we drifting apart?

2006-05-04T18:29:00.000+08:00

I haven seen this someone for quite a long time and i wondering if she is avoiding me. I hope i am just thinking too much. Oh yah, she fallen ill since yesterday and i am glad she took medical leave to rest at home. Hope can meet up and see how she is soon.

I fallen sick too eh... flu and sore throat.

Sign off~

You stabbed me right in the heart

2006-05-02T02:06:00.000+08:00

Hugs, hold hands, dancing, laughing, enjoying. Everything you did is not with me. Yet you can say it out to me like i am immune to your actions. I am a human too. If i didnt care about u, i wont even unwillingly pissed you off. Why would i want to piss u for no good reasons right? If i dont care at all, your actions wont bother me a single bit. Now that you said to me "you got no hope", its really a nail in the coffin. I am dead and i cant get out.

I dunno what to say

2006-04-30T15:55:00.000+08:00

my words got misinterpreted.

My two hamster

2006-04-29T06:27:00.000+08:00

My two hamsters joined our family back in mid 2004 and they have been a joy to us. Their name is not official but i like to think of them as MaoMao. One passed away this early morning and the other is struggling to survive. I believe its the food they have taken yesterday because there's no reason why 2 will be dying at the same time.

So, lets take a look at their pics. I am sorry Maomao... please hang on there.

Weekend Burned

2006-04-24T18:25:00.000+08:00

I was working these two days... saturday start work at 9am plus plus and ends at 8pm. By the time i reach home, i am beat. Same thing on Sunday, start work at 9.30am and ends at 9pm, also dead tired when i reach home. The only consolation i have is i am too busy to wonder about other things that is bothering me these few days. I hope i can work my mind off sometimes.

When you had enough

2006-04-21T18:48:00.000+08:00

When u eat too much, you feel fulled to the stomach. When you sleep too much, you are wide awake. When you jogged too long a distance, you would slowed down and walk. When you are too angry, you try to calm down. When you had enough of anything, you find ways of doing it right, solving it right, making sure it wont happen again or prolong it from happening. Talking about love, i had enough. But love is like food, when you are hungry, you eat, when you are full, you stop. Its a cycle.

For now, i am fulled.

Take the Lead

2006-04-20T01:56:00.000+08:00

"Yo man, whats up man?" "Hey, punk" "I need a remix!" "Check this out" "Wait a sec"

The pulsing rhythm of hip hop meets the elegant sophistication of ballroom dance, an edgy inner-city dance drama that follows the true story of a competitive ballroom dance teacher, Mr Dulaine who leaves the wealth and privilege of New York City’s upper eastside to teach in a gritty, gang-infested high school in one of the city’s poorest neighbourhoods.

Its a movie featuring a group of detention kids in school and how they got help from a ballroom dance teacher. Initially, those troubled kids only danced hip hop music, but they slowly and surely begin to like ballroom dance. One punk from the group even come up with the idea of combining hip hop and ballroom dance together. Its a whole new story from then. Parents of these troubled kids were won over by the sincerity of Mr Dulaine. In the ending part, these kids took part in a dance competition and they put up a good show and won over the hearts of all the people present. If you like dancing, if you like american culture, this movie is for you.

Me and ZJ catch it earlier on. The movie was at 9.55pm and our cinema was number 5, couples seat 9 and 10. It was very nice esp when i can watch it with ZJ. After that, i went with ZJ to woodgrove to have a quick look and accompany ZJ back.

Lonely Weekend is almost here

2006-04-19T19:07:00.000+08:00

This coming weekend will be quite boring as ZJ is going away to bangkok for her tour. will only return on late sunday or early monday bah? i am not very sure. All i know this weekend will be boring. What will i miss? Her smses, her smile, her voice, her concern, her playfulness, her everything. Hope u fast fast come back (oops, singlish). But u must enjoy your trip. I think this blog entry is only meant for you to read? Muahaha.

If Tomorrow Never Comes

2006-04-16T21:51:00.000+08:00

I want to borrow a nice lyrics from a nice song and say to someone.

"If tomorrow never come, i want to tell you how much i love you"

Even though i mean nothing to you. Its ok.

What a Good Friday

2006-04-16T05:40:00.000+08:00

14th and 15th April 2006 is really a nice day for me. I went for a movie with ZJ and we catched The Art of Seduction at causeway pt. Our cinema is number 7, seat G 7 and 8, right in the middle of the screen man, nice one ZJ! The movie was a korean film. Somehow or another, i dont really know why the lead male and female actors keep resorting to cheating people (maybe i was busy eating my nuggets an fries that i cant pay attention, muahaha). The female lead actress was a crazy case, but she is pretty and funny. The lead guy look fit on the outside but his body mucles sucks to the core, really. Anyway, everyone in the cinema laughed none stop, so you know whether the movie is worth watching. Oh the movie starts at 9.50pm. Not a bad time on friday night and a long weekend for many.

After the show, i walked ZJ back to her home. Oh well, some things are better kept secrets. LOL.

And look at the freaking time i am writing this blog entry.... now is already 5.49am on Sunday and i am still awake, oh well, i slept earlier on. Talked earlier on too but the phone went dead. Oops. Well thats all for now, back to sleep.

Good Friday marks the resurrection of Jesus Christ.

The Return of Bonkers

2006-04-12T02:14:00.000+08:00

Mr Notebook, if you haven realised something, you pissed me time and time again. Dont ever try anything funny on me or you will f**cking die!

I lost my music files, messenger, my "JIE" jpeg, among other things....

ps: dont test my patience, Mr Notebook.

Certificate of Experience

2006-04-10T03:11:00.000+08:00

People doing manuel work usually wont catch my attention until i tried it out myself. There are people with little education and they can work better than someone with a cert. There are people with little education who can earn more than someone with cert too. Finally, there are many things not taught in class. You need to try it hands-on.

Experience as a whole is very important. It doesnt matter whether its relationships, work, general experience; we need them.

From talking to people from the older generation, i have come to realise people nowadays are living in a comfort zone. Whereas people from the founding generations find all sorts of ways to build up their wealth and in the process gaining valuable knowledge and experience. These are not taught in school. For our generation, for a change, we should incorporate our educational knowledge and the founding generations' spirit to niche a better future. If you can apply what you learnt in school to your work, if you can gain more work experience, the result will be encouraging.

Bonkers

2006-04-07T16:36:00.000+08:00

I am going bonkers. I really am. Nobody knows.

Unwanted Sleep

2006-04-06T13:13:00.000+08:00

I adjusted my alarm clock to 2.30am before i went to sleep, hoping to catch a football match between old lady & gunners. To my dismay, i didnt hear the alarm and by the time i wake up, i can hear noises made by those workers doing painting eeked into my ears, it was about 9.15am. Kinda felt peace after knowing the match ended nil nil. Which means no goals were scored. But i still wanna watch T.Henry play althought i am red devils fan through and through.

Speaking of the red devils, i really think the league champions will be decided in the final game. I hope the blues will lose form going into the run-in. They still have opponents who is aiming for a european elite league berth. So a blues' collaspe is really on the cards. United only has some minnows to deal with. Go for it man.

Guess it about time to post Part 2 of The Things I Hate. Gonna gather some thoughts.

Mr Yap and Mr Yeo

2006-04-05T14:29:00.000+08:00

I was recommended this two driving instructors by my friend, MQ. After i got my driving licence, naturally i wanted to recommend my friends to them. Bernard AKA Bird, was introduced to them by me. In the first place, I think Bird kinda doubted my ex instructors. Ha Ha... That was until Bird tasted the teaching power of Mr Yap! Mr Yap don't give a damn whether you are a male or female, big shot or small fry... he will F you if make mistake. Getting scolded is good because you will learn, when u learn, it also mean u require lesser lessons, it means u will spend lesser money too. When u get scolded, the mistakes u made are immediatedly knocked out of your head. I passed my driving test last year. My friend Bird shall do it this month, 28th April 2006.

Humans Lives

2006-04-03T15:48:00.000+08:00

We live in a fast paced Singapore where many things are improving all the time. Inevitedly, there will be people who cant follow the pace.

From the transition of a teenager to an adult, from being a student to joining the workforce, its changes. From that moment on, they will start to earn their first of many paychecks. Some will advance in their careers, some will stuck right there. As they aged, they might already have a substantial amount of savings prepared for their retirement. They start a family and have kids. Everyone seems to be doing the same thing over and over again in Singapore. Is that how life should be? We know we dont have a choice. The money is a factor. Generation continuety is a factor.

It seems we are brought to this world to worry about survival. Once you are dead, your story ends. So, take it easy in life... learn to appreciate all the little things around you. When you are stressed out, sing to yourself. Have a calm mind. Everything will fall into places one day.

ps: i don't know what i am writing.

Sunday's Team is Full

2006-04-02T00:53:00.000+08:00

As the topic suggest, i am out of this Sunday's mini league team. Nick told me the team has too many people. I guess they dont know what they missing! muahaha.

Yunyang's birthday falls on April Fools Day. Happy birthday eh.

Sunday gonna rot like hell.

Hope my sister quickly go back change my shirt. The size too big. Or i am too small. Muahaha.

A Painful Wound

2006-03-31T00:27:00.000+08:00

I cut my thumb while at work and it bleed quite alot. Pain pain. When the clot was formed, i break it again! Pain pain.

I received the progress package too. heehee. free money for us. who wouldnt take.

Tomorrow gonna work liao. But after reading my porn buddy's blog, i agree we must have a balance in everything we do. A time for everything! Yeah i even found time to blog too ya! Cheers to a balance in everything!

Last but no least....

My thumb painpain!

For Awhile I Thought it was April's Fools Joke

2006-03-29T14:21:00.000+08:00

"I wanna make love to you"
For a while i thought today was 1st april when u said that! :x
Joking is fine with me. Muahaha. =D

Another thing happened.

I was offered a chance to study after initially being rejected. They offer me my first choice course too.
"After our second round of reviewing, we decided to offer you a place and a course you wanted" says the caller. I thought its another joke on me too. Let me get a further confirmation before i start to happy. I think maybe they just wanted the money more than they wanted the student. Muahaha, but i will take it.

ps: even ex-convicts get second chance. so, i thought i should be given a 2nd chance too.

Mini Sunday League

2006-03-28T11:24:00.000+08:00

Nick, my polytechinic friend, has asked me to join his team this Sunday for a mini football league match! I mean wow, its a damn league! Although i am new to the team, hopefully i can contribute and score a few goals if possible! I am playing for the three points, that's for sure. The location is at Bishan. Anyone who don't know where is Bishan, i will tell you now. Its a neighbourhood in central Singapore with a famous school. That school is Raffles Instituition. Bishan also has (or have? sorry poor grammer) a shopping centre. Its just a nice place to go.

I wonder how many teams will be in our mini league...will they be very skilled? Personally i don't think so!!!! WHY? Because it's a damn mini league. Haha.

I will post result of my team performance here soon. Keep a look out.

School Teacher at Yangtse

2006-03-27T18:11:00.000+08:00

25th March 2006 Saturday

Now that's what i call RA and not R21. Seat T6 and T7. Went again with ZJ. Porn buddy... what to do... =D

My Girl and I

2006-03-24T16:08:00.000+08:00

20th March 2006 Monday

refer to www.initialjie.modblog.com

met up with ZJ for movie. my girl and i. alamak, we missed a bit of the show but nonetheless it was nice to watch. the final day of screening was on wednesday or thursday so have to catch it fast since its only available at cathay cinemas. i guess trip to cineleisure or shaw hse will have to wait. i took seat B9 and ZJ took B10. the movie was about 2 highschool love birds who fall in love with each other. the female was an attractive looking student while the guy was a nerdy and funny guy. they went through many happy and sad moments. it was known later that the gal had leukemia (wrong spelling right.... o_O) and the guy fights to accomplish her last wishes of going back to the holiday island. few years later the gal recovered and its a happy ending. goody show.walked ZJ back.saw an accident scene very near my home. a car was badly dented by a taxi. i think the driver of the car is probably dead judging from the extent of the damage while only the front of the taxi was damaged. nicholas flashed in my mind. we will join you soon.

Things i hate PART 1

2006-03-24T16:06:00.000+08:00

21th March 2006 Tuesday

refer to www.initialjie.modblog.com

People who sms "dont sms me now, i am busy" when the only thing i want is a "yes" or "no". stupid right??? can waste time typing out those meaningless words, yet chose not to reply me straightaway.commuters who block people at the entrance from exiting the mrt train as if they will fucking die if they cant get a seat.commuters who pushed just to squeeze into the crowded train. cmon, its actions like this that causes stampede to happen. wake up your idea if you are one.people who walk slowly, esp, in a rush area.people who dont make themselves clear.Its all about basic courtesy, common sense, alertness, consideration.

Lust for Freedom

2006-03-24T16:04:00.000+08:00

18 march 2006 7.30pm Saturday

refer back to www.initialjie.modblog.com

meet ZJ. She very nice wor. Boarded taxi to pearl centre for yangtse cinema. When we reach there, we were quite malu considering this is our first time visiting such place. ZJ is kua zhang; brought along newspaper for fearing the dirty cinema seats! I managed to take some pics. It was cinema 2, seat M10 and M11. I took M10. hehe. The show was not what we expected, so kinda think we wasted $17. The show was about a female cop being duped into a bogus female detention barrack and how they finally managed to escape. I must say the whole acting thing is quite lame... the conversation and fighting part were classic. I wonder i was there to watch porn or watch a joke...haha! ZJ laugh so much inside the cinema, I think alot of ah pek very disappointed. hee. but overall, ok lah, i like the experienced of going to a rated cinema.On the way back in mrt, stunned when ZJ offered me her ipod earpiece and we listened to Jay Chou's songs. nicenice. ZJ is a goody person. Look forward to next outing.

Watch movie on saturday?

2006-03-24T16:00:00.000+08:00

17th March 2006 Friday.

refer to www.initialjie.modblog.com

New to blog -_-. today might get to see movies with ZJ my namesake. muahaha. My friend, Jason, actually look like a malay according to other people! so funny. He is pure chinese lor. Then when i am outside with him, people tried to speak to him in english and me in chinese. And already two times we got asked "which country are u both from?" xiexie leh jason, now people mistaken me for not being a singaporean, thanks to you. muahaha.

It Takes Two to Clap

2006-03-24T15:20:00.000+08:00

I saw one of my msn friend putting a personal message that is very real to me. She wrote in chinese but i shall convert it to english.

"The furthest distance between two person is not life and death, but i am right here before you, yet you don't know i love you"

For those who are also single, i hope u can find the other hand that matches yours to produce a loud clap.

it really takes two to clap......

One Jeans First Entry

2006-03-24T14:11:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone, i am a new blogger in singapore. As you probably have heard, singapore is a multi racial country. We have special traits that no other countries has. the way we speak, the way we write our smses are unique. Mandarin, malay, tamil and english are often mixed together in conversations.

So my point is simple, either you have to be a singaporean to understand what i am writing, or get a singaporean friend to explain to you what i am writing.

From time to time, i will be posting up my thoughts in here.... onejeans.blogspot.com